I have been reading a book about Gershon Shofman for several days. It seems to be one of the few traces in English of Shofman, who wrote Hebrew short-stories from the early 1900s until the 1960s. I found Shofman's name in an introduction to Knut Hamsun's Hunger, where Issac Bashevis Singer lists him among about ten authors of modern fiction who Singer claims were strongly influenced by Hamsun. I have yet to find any credible evidence of this influence, but looking the authors up has introduced me to people of quite different talents, and also led me to question my abilities to tell a story. These men each told hundreds of stories about people doing everything people are capable of. Sailors play impromptu surgeon at sea and kill their patient; a man whose wife left him while on a honeymoon in Italy kills himself; victims of a plague in a small mountain village amass in a church where the impious mock them; a Russian Jew living in exile in Vienna fears violence from his fellow exiles when he roots for a Russian boxer. I'm afraid that I don't have any stories to tell, and that if I were to write, very little would happen. I have a mundane mind and a static life, where the main elements are simply boring: steady employment, books, colleges; steady employment among books in a college; frequent oversleeping; a collection of idealistic friends, among whom only Steven does anything particularly unusual. I'm not oppressed and I'm not powerful. I have few connections with the world, and I often don't believe that I understand the world. I feel like I would have to find something exciting to write about with any conviction, but nothing is ever in my mind. Mind, why are you so empty?